Srimathe Ramanuja Namaha,

Dignity and Self respect matters everywhere. Stick with a place or service where you don’t loose your innate nobility. Or, if you have the ability to make a change or impact in a less dignified place, then you may be the chosen one to tame others. It depends how you self weigh yourself with Acharya Ramanuja’s grace.

Adiyen (ElayaAlwar) Srinivasa (Dhoddayacharyar) Dasan.

I guess the NGO is ISKCON.  In my opinion, nobody should go to the inner circle of any religious / spiritualistic organizations, as they are invariably spoiled by money in the form of donations and the rapport they develop with materialistically higher echelon people.  They are all shops, get what you want and come out.  This includes our Sri Vaishnava Madams also. Don’t try to have middlemen in the form of Acharyas, Gurus etc., to reach God.  Lord Krishna is the acharyan.  Implore Him to accept you as Sishya.  Chant His Name.  He will guide you throughout your life.