Srimathe ramanujaya nama:

Common ignorant people like adiyen some how stick to our tadition, tries to learn something from through upanyasam or kalakshepam but certainly deviate at many places in practice.

The ideals of a true srivaishanavism as followed by our poorvacharayas are imppecable… But gracious one thing that is commonly said as i observed with mantha mathi is that, though we fall short in practicing ,the sense of regret (Patsyathapam) and desire towards emperuman, acharyas and preeching(aarthi) will curtainly do good.

How or in what way can I realise that i developed aarthi or little regrets towards myself. This looks more delicate and subjective how to inculcate these qualities?

Swamy, kindly pardon my ignorance.
Adiyen dasan